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In a perpetual trance mode.

"So this is my life, and I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be." - The Perks of Being a Wallflower


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wild days
2026//
Monday, April 13, 2026 @ 4/13/2026 12:56:00 PM

How fast - it's already April 2026!

This has been a difficult year for me as I kept falling ill, had hives and occasional panic attacks since January until now...

Including renovation and wedding planning at the same time, which has been stressing me out. 

I think if I never met my current partner, I doubt I even wanna get married tbh haha. Anyway I'm very thankful to be born in this era and country where females are not forced into marriage~

I feel like without blogging, I'm getting out of touch with my inner thoughts and emotions.

Anyway, I hope everyone's fine and I'll see you here again soon, hopefully.


2025//
Saturday, September 27, 2025 @ 9/27/2025 06:40:00 PM

Hi everyone! Sorry for disappearing for the longest time. Can't believe it's been more than a year since my last post!

The past 2 weeks have been probably been the worst period ever, when it was supposed to be one of the best periods ever. Guess it's just like in the shows~

I'm not even exaggerating tbh - I thought this kinda thing only happens in the dramas... seriously...

Anyway, yes it's been the worst week and things will continue to be shitty for a while.

But that's enough of the negative part. Let me share more about the more positive news.

I finished my final test for my course last week! And on the same day, I received news that my house is ready :) Plus, I need to start planning for my ROM that's coming real soon lol. 

Hope everyone's doing okay and sorry for the lack of updates. Have been extremely busy & tired - will probably be more free soon. 


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update:

Oh yes, I've been wanting to share this song that I've been obsessed with for the past 2 months~ But I'm really sad that the young band members had already died in an accident many years ago :(



Harvey
Nobody knows what I see
Nobody knows I'm waiting
Waiting for you to call

Harvey
Nobody knows what I see
Everyone thinks I'm crazy
Crazy for you, oh boy

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Wednesday, May 15, 2024 @ 5/15/2024 04:09:00 PM

Oh my, didn't realised it's been almost 6 months since my last post! 

So many things happened. I've been too busy this year (been working every single day, except 2 or 3 days when I was sick, the CNY break and my recent 6 day trip to Seoul!)

My emotions go haywire once in a while and my mind (and heart) starts wandering back to the past. But in the end, I will always wake up to face the present and the future. 

Stay strong, everyone.


只期待后来的你能快乐//
Tuesday, November 21, 2023 @ 11/21/2023 04:36:00 PM



然后呢 他们说你的心 似乎痊愈了
也开始有个人 为你守护着
我该心安或是 心痛呢

然后呢
其实我的日子 也还可以呢
除了回忆肆虐 的某些时刻
庆幸还有眼泪 冲淡苦涩

而那些昨日 依然缤纷著
它们都有我 细心收藏着
也许你还记得 也许你都忘了
也不是那麽 重要了

只期待 后来的你 能快乐
那就是 后来的我 最想的
后来的我们 依然走着
只是不再并肩了
朝各自的人生 追寻了

无论是 后来故事 怎么了
也要让 后来人生 精彩著
后来的我们 我期待着
泪水中能看到 你真的 自由了

亲爱的
回忆我们共同 走过的曲折
是那些带我们 来到了这一刻
让珍贵的人生 有失有得

用新的幸福 把遗憾包著
就这么朝着 未来前进了
有再多的不舍 也要狠心割舍
别回头看我 亲爱的

只期待 后来的你 能快乐
那就是 后来的我 最想的
后来的我们 依然走着
只是不再并肩了
朝各自的人生 追寻了

无论是 后来故事 怎么了
也要让 后来人生 精彩著
后来的我们 我期待着
泪水中能看到 你真的 幸福快乐

在某处 另一个你 留下了
在那里 另一个我 微笑着
另一个我们 还深爱着
代替我们永恒著
如果能这么想 就够了

无论是 后来故事 怎么了
也要让 后来人生 值得
后来的我们 我期待着
泪水中能看到 你真的 自由了